It's like a sci-fi story

[Castout]

@Sailor Steve thank you for your kind words about helping me if you could. I'm pretty okay at the moment. I'm not hoping for help from any individual actually.

In my moments of need God so far has been good to me. In 2002 I should have bought an air ticket and went back home after God warned me about people wanting to kill me. But if I did that, it would probably just prolong the ordeal since I got to go back to that state again and would convince more people I was nuts. I had to face it.

A few years ago as I was walking on the sidewalk on my way to an eatery, God made me feel the heart of a murderer. He was addicted to murdering. He was a Chinese young man with a well built upper body. I don't know why but I felt his intention and knew that he was a murderer. I swear I'm not making this up but anyway as soon as I felt him I turned around to look at him and he then quickly changed his direction to go into an eatery.

I have NO DOUBT the man was an assassin BUT I'm not sure whether he really wanted to kill me or just wanted to frighten me BUT one cannot fake intention. His was to kill. If I had more courage I'd point my finger at him and call him murderer again and again and again and again for the many lives he has taken away. Killing now I realize could be very addictive to some people. Almost like craving. Quite sickening.

Maybe someday I'll be killed, maybe not either case I have some life.

Originally Posted by Dowly

Now that's just not true.

. Okay I'm completely MAD.