Suicides don't go to heaven but murder's do?

[Stealth Hunter]

Originally Posted by Castout

Hmmm I can assure you that I would even pass a lie detector if tested on this matter. So it's either I'm a complete delusional or HONEST.

Originally Posted by Castout

Basically I went through a horrific ordeal in 2002 caused by people in power in Singapore while I was doing my tertiary education there. In the end I was starved and refused call in their hospital for 3 days (until I was so thin) with a broken hand and injury to my spine and was only given food after I demanded to them as I was fed up being starved and it was a public hospital so I potentially could attract attention. I've been defamed as being schizophrenic which is of course a lie to cover up the ordeal.

Oh- that's not schizophrenia then. Your "vision" of Jesus was a hallucination, brought on by acute stress on the body (i.e. your lack of food and water). It's a natural response that the body goes through when put under acute levels of stress. That's like castaways who think they can see ships and such on the horizon after being adrift at sea without food or water for days. In most cases, they succumb to thirst first and they drink seawater. Due to the high salt content, it dehydrates their bodies even more, and causes them to hallucinate more and act even more irrational. Very common among survivors of the USS Indianapolis, to name a prevalent example.

When I was in the war, there were plenty of times we were low on rations- and under constant strain from the Iraqis. Hallucinations were very common; later, you had people suffering from things like shellshock and psychosis as a result of the strain. I've hallucinated before, because I've gotten overheated and haven't properly hydrated myself or protected my skin from constant exposure to the sun's rays.

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Out of curiosity- why did the police detain you in Singapore? They had a reason, obviously. Otherwise, they wouldn't have bothered to have taken you to the hospital at all.