Suicides don't go to heaven but murder's do?

[Castout]

I'm a Catholic myself.

I am a witness of Christ too . It was a long time ago about 17 years ago when God in His pity gave me a clear vision of Christ while I was fully awaken, well I did ask to be allowed to see the real face of Jesus. What I saw didn't match my idea of Jesus though. Though later I found out from the bible that confirmed what I was shown. I saw Christ as a 'person' whose face shone a very bright white light. The light was immense and that's an euphemism. A hundred sun would not even match the intensity of the light. The light was such that His entire figure was enveloped in the light which was coming out from His face. It was Christ. I didn't hear any words spoken though.
I don't care if anybody mock or ridicule me because I'm not making this up nor I was delusional. It wasn't satan either since I was only allowed to see what I saw after God literally gave me an out of this world love for Jesus.

In time I found out more about God well I don't know everything about God [obviously] but I'm fortunate enough to be given the knowledge of death, just last year actually. I know most people would think it's BS again but I don't care. Anyway I searched the bible for what was shown to me and has since written a simple document on death. If anybody is interested I could give you that document. The death that was shown to me doesn't actually conform to the mainstream modern Christian belief. It is however written clearly in the bible and the muslim qur'an(to my surprise, thanks to a muslim who read what I wrote in one of the Christian forum and wrote back to me). Most Christian which I testified to would reject it and a lot would simply ignore it. I just want to say treasure your life . What is given to each man is TIME and only TIME. Death will be the last enemy of Christ to be defeated.

Because Jesus said whatever told to you in a whisper shout it out from the rooftop!