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Silent Hunter
![]() Join Date: Nov 2006
Location: Jakarta
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Two days ago I just had my first epiphany. I wasn't making it up it suddenly came to me clearly that chasing after money or financial success is not my life calling.
![]() It's the first time that I realized this and actually accept it. Before two days ago I was concerned about being financially successful. Actually that was not the only thing that dawned on me but I felt that God accepted me wholly even though I'm a sinner and it affected me such that I was willing to accept anybody else since God accepted me even though I'm a sinner. I felt acceptance and a majestic feeling that I belong to God and I looked forward to be with God, the feeling of uh I cannot even describe it ![]() The anger in me just disappeared too I was no longer in enmity with anyone....you know my sig..I just wasn't interested in feeding my anger and whatever pain that I carried felt that they have disappeared and I felt I was complete... never knew I was incomplete before I've been Christian all these 30 years and never felt anything like two days ago ![]() Okay now you guys can laugh at me ![]() or maybe it's time for me to say goodbye to this world..I'll post an address so that you guys could send me flowers.lol ![]()
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