Personal statement !

[JCWolf]

Personal statement






I've joined this forum and community for more the 2 years , and been enjoying
this place since then, I remember my starting as a graphic modder and the moment of happiness
and personal realization when I released the first Mod a Leer tga graphic file, it was a very good
sensation, but I learned something quickly, I could not use the others files to change or retouch
in my own mod making without crediting the guys and in most cases ask the guy that built the
mod the permission to use it, but I guess I was always a responsible dude and also a Honest
one as those are my believes.

The so called Modders that when I arrived add already a huge reputation helped
me somehow to understand that, and I quickly got the message, the first thought I had was really
the one that you have when you pop up in a place and see a all group of guys that make
all kind of mods and talk in tech. Terms about changing files like it was so easy as drinking
a beer, and you feel small near by those guys, and most of the time you ask yourself, what the
hell am I doing here, could I really get to the place and status this guys have and learn what they
know...I found that most things are a matter of aptitude, some are good in a mod field and others
in other mod fields, but generally they all come with those little or big modded files that for free
change our way of playing SH without spending a single Cent but the Modem and net account in
our place....I know that is for some hard to understand the word Ethic, but if I change this word for
Honesty, or another like Integrity or maybe Honor, would it be more understandable?!!

Some how During 2 years modding for all of you without asking anything in exchange
I thought that I would never would see a thing or some people being allowed to drag
the name of some valuable and old members of this forum threw the Floor and
above all see that a one time healthy community being slowly devastated on
things that had brought this forum the undoubted
quality that haves now, were is the protection of the guys and work that helped
this forum and Sub Sim in general get to the hight level ground were is right now??!!!
Should then we change now the words Honesty and Ethics for ,Anarchy or
Land of Opportunity and just let the “Wounder Kids” start “Modding” what ever they like using what
ever they want,. I always trusted on my feelings, And I will until I die, cause they showed up to me what road I should take on my life course...

I like Sub Sim but I can't believe what I'm seeing happening here, and ons more I called upon those same instincts and my hart that helped me following the road that my final judgment
dictated... I took the decision, and along you the ones that feel the same I trust that this words will make you think and reach to a conclusion that will suit you better...
What can one do, when confronting a community and its owners total Apathy and I
think lack of protection on the Original Modders that helped the Forum grow in the first place ?!
What is a good final and reasonable agreement so that the one Who fully creates a
Mod see is work at least respected in its Integrity and structure..
What can The Owners do to stop the Mod pillage without hurting the new incoming
future creators...???

What is Honesty?


I believe I know the replies for those questions, but it seems to me that some of us don't!

I can't be in a place that brings and lets drag people like Kpt. Lehmman in the Mud
and watch people now get offensive with GWX team. I feel sad today, and coming here right
now is not just the same as it was some time ago...
If this is what you want, a free style play ground, OK, thats what you get, everybody is
allowed to between the lines insult who ever he wants...
I for example add my part and see no future in a place that allows this kind of remarks to
guys that gave their blood and personal sacrifice to bring this place some new level, I respect
a lot Neal and his stuff, who ever they are, don't know nobody personally but spended among
you guys a lot of time,...

I decided to retire from my sub sim activity's and thats why I'm sad, and also cause I am
very close to the GWX team and Kl, and don't understand why you do not defend the man and protect GW's work a better way...

Threads are opened and created to clarify some stuff, and closed , and reopened , and
closed, and nobody really wants to get wet and jump into the Conning Tower and say or have
the B.... to say ...Hey KL is right!

I also know that some here will twist the wrong way my words just to get what they want,
but really my friends....

...I don't give a damn, so go ahead and twist my words the way you like!

This is my Statement , and defensive action of support for Kpt Lehmman and GWX team.




JCWolf...