What happened to this forum?

Ducimus · 10-04-06, 01:54 AM

Heh, well id be lying if i said i wasnt holding a grudge myself. The factional split is very keen on my mind, and i honestly didnt take sides in it tell some event past drove me over the edge and i joined the GW team for awhile as a result out of shear anger. Took a long break cause RL demanded more of my time, came back to SH3 and resigned from the team. I want to focus on just improving my own game while im intrested in it again for a limited time.

It's funny though, even taking a break, i still harbor ill feelings. It's like this festering wound that will never heal. I could be mistaken but im sure theres a few others with similar feelings. For the most part folks are good at keeping their gripes to themselves. But you will see subtle digs or snide remarks crop up now and then in miscs posts. Subtley was never one of my strongpoints on subsim. I can honestly say thoguh, that the griping in private forums (at least whilst i was active in them) was unbridled, uncensored, full of angst, and oddly theraputic

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But to sum, it's bad enough i stir the pot occasionally, i'd rather others didn't jump on the bandwagon. Things are what they are, and they'll never change. May as well just accept it, but it doesnt mean you have to like it. I know personnaly ill never let go of this grudge until something specific happens, but i know it never will. Thesedays im content to play in my own modding sandbox, fixing my own game.

10-04-06, 01:54 AM	#5
Ducimus Rear Admiral Join Date: May 2005 Posts: 12,987 Downloads: 67 Uploads: 2	Heh, well id be lying if i said i wasnt holding a grudge myself. The factional split is very keen on my mind, and i honestly didnt take sides in it tell some event past drove me over the edge and i joined the GW team for awhile as a result out of shear anger. Took a long break cause RL demanded more of my time, came back to SH3 and resigned from the team. I want to focus on just improving my own game while im intrested in it again for a limited time. It's funny though, even taking a break, i still harbor ill feelings. It's like this festering wound that will never heal. I could be mistaken but im sure theres a few others with similar feelings. For the most part folks are good at keeping their gripes to themselves. But you will see subtle digs or snide remarks crop up now and then in miscs posts. Subtley was never one of my strongpoints on subsim. I can honestly say thoguh, that the griping in private forums (at least whilst i was active in them) was unbridled, uncensored, full of angst, and oddly theraputic . But to sum, it's bad enough i stir the pot occasionally, i'd rather others didn't jump on the bandwagon. Things are what they are, and they'll never change. May as well just accept it, but it doesnt mean you have to like it. I know personnaly ill never let go of this grudge until something specific happens, but i know it never will. Thesedays im content to play in my own modding sandbox, fixing my own game.