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As you are agnostic, I feel comfortable relating one of my imaginations that stuck with me for a long time after the accidental death of a close school friend when I was 12. It was the first time I'd experienced that total numbing of emotion that occurs when a psychologically traumatic event is first felt, possibly as a shock absorbing mechanism. I cried for days but I felt nothing. It was a truly bizarre experience for me. The phrase 'I think therefore I am.' is more accurate if think is changed to feel. Anyway, after about a week, the emotions started to surface again one by one. Anger at the lorry driver and a furious desire to know the exact circumstances of his death came first, then later that week of course the grief set in, not having said goodbye etc. and upon learning the circumstances (like the trucker had his own 9 year old son in the cab with him, it was a complete freak accident on a warm sunny day, the truck was passing on the opposite lane and for some eternally unknowable reason Stanley on a bicycle suddenly swerved right out in front of him.) all anger and fury at the driver immediately melted into real pity for him and his son. I heard he stopped working and acquired an alcohol problem for a while but happily not too long, and with not much damage. Now the first part of my imagining stems from a dream I had shortly thereafter. I was in the house I grew up in, and Stanley was there. Only he was all busted up in my imagination from being squashed by a truck. I said something like, 'Woah, Stan. You look awful, are you Ok?' to which he replied 'I feel [expletive] awful, what you think?' I felt another pang of grief and woke up. I thought for a few days about the feeling of his presence and at that time I was pretty convinced his soul had actually visited me, for which I was grateful, but a bit bemused about the circumstance of the dream. It wasn't very nice. Then a week later on the dot, I had another dream. If you have read the 'Winnie the Pooh' books then you'll know about the final goodbye tea party at the end of the final book, in a light fir tree wood with a late afternoon sun shining through underneath the branches. A long wooden table with 2 long benches and a chair at either end. Symbolically this story is about Christopher Robin growing up, and leaving behind his childhood fantasies of talking stuffed pets, who are all the guests at his meal of honour. In my dream I was in the place I had imagined from my childhood reading. Stanley was there, absolutely back to his old self, smiling, mischievous. My parents and sister were also guests as were his parents and brother. I had such a warm feeling, it is very hard to describe, but without any doubt I knew that this was Stans goodbye tea party. I remember no more, but I will never forget what I do remember about it. When I awoke from this dream, the grief was still there, but somehow inhibited. It had the edge taken off. The funeral was bloomin' tragic, inevitably under the circumstances. the hymns in the church had just about everyone in uncontrollable tears. Over the subsequent years I mused on my dreams and my boosted conviction in the concept of the soul, and I came to the imagination that - Imagine that there are an infinite number of alternate dimensions or realities co-existing simultaneously, but crucially each and every soul exists in all of them. When you make choices you step into realities limited by your choices. When in one reality a soul is subjected to an unnatural or unfortunate death, its experience is immediately and seamlessly Shifted into a reality where its choices did not lead inadvertently to its death. I had personally had a few real experiences that did not immediately occur to me that I was inches, or seconds, from my own painful death until afterward, and this seemed to support my imaginary world. The implications of this metaphysical fantasy are quite profound. Every living thing gets to live a full natural life, without ever experiencing the pain of a premature or unnatural death. Maybe the last transference leaves you in heaven, I don't know. I have never liked the concept itself alongside hell, and I firmly believe that the scriptural meaning of these are symbolic descriptions of life in reality. Now, disregarding my lack of need for heaven, is that not a nice comforting thought? I don't often tell people about that as to my mind it would appear quite irrelevant to them being based on my own unfalsifiable experience. Of course I do not believe it now, I never truly did. It still brings me comfort to remember though. My current conclusion on the whole matter is that my subconscious mind built those dreams for me, in order to heal the grief wound. It didn't quite work the first time, so I got another, much more powerful and vivid one. When I was 22, I read and re read Catch 22 - alongside Slaughterhouse 5 and found my favorite books of all time. Shortly after I met the first person in my life that would simply not entertain the concept of the soul, under any circumstances. That was intriguing to me as it seemed so rare, and at first I could not understand how anyone could deny the existence of souls. That was the start of a gradual slide to where I am now, with no conviction in metaphysics at all, a few old comforting imaginations, and no weight on my back. So we came to similar conclusions after having life experiences half a world apart I guess. As a born agnostic and grown atheist if you will, I assume our experiences are markedly different. If I may ask, did you find any part of your transition unpleasant in any way, and how long did it take you? It would gladden me to hear that you did not suffer. Quote:
Born with vision, learn to be blind. Born to freedom, become self confined. Lose the way, find it hard to find, A little peace of mind. Born to passion, gives way to lust. Born to love, betrays mistrust. All I am is worth my weight in dust. Do what you must. Not much I grant you, but I like it. P.S. sorry for the text explosion I don't quite know how I became so verbose. I really enjoy discussions on this forum, like no other.
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Since then I've come to realize that I really don't have any answers to any of the major questions, and I wonder if anyone else does. Everyone I've met who claims to have answers seems to be operating within a very narrow framework, usually clinging to one answer which seems to work for them, so they claim it's the only answer and insist it will work for me too. I don't blame anyone else for my disaffections or my problems, but I don't trust anyone else with them, especially people who say they know what's wrong and what can fix it. Quote:
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Not to completion, although my mother did. I myself couldn't finish it. I know my mother thought very negatively about it, and she and I tend to think alike on such matters. She raised me and my sister with the freedom to choose religion or ignore it, and the home was religion free. I also have great respect for her opinions as they are generally very well thought out. My view is based on what I read of his work, and my mother's criticism of it. Quote:
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As for the second part of his book, does he really think humanity needs religion to act like total <insert censored word here>? Blind faith in anything is bad (even blind faith in science). People will do all kinds of horrible unspeakable things to each other over any old excuse, often because of difference. We are generally not a very nice species, and not having religion wouldn't have changed much. We could come up with another excuse to do utterly nasty things to each other. Quote:
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If you make a claim or statement of fact, you inherit the burden of proof required to support that claim. Consider someone who had never heard of or read about god until you told them your theory about it (for the purposes of disambiguation you should use hypothesis to distinguish between the deeper overarching scientific definition of Theory) and they refused to believe you until you provided some convincing corroborating evidence, or simply tell you 'Well I don't think so.' why should they then have to prove your claim wrong? why must they accept your hypothesis unless they can produce proof of its fallacy? are they being hypocritical? If what you say is true, why do we not compile encyclopedias of facts by the premise that they cannot be proven false? All are strictly rhetorical - they don't, they don't, no and that would be insane. To take a real world example, in a court of law the accused need not prove their innocence, rather the prosecution must prove the defendants guilt. If you deny the responsibility of this, or to attempt to shift that burden, you should not take umbrage if people either ignore or refuse to grant respect or equal status alongside a falsifiable tested scientific Theory for your claim, as you have offered no supporting case for it. You should also be aware that proof burden shifting is a starkly obvious logical fallacy and a serious reasoning error so expect to be called on it each and every time. Quote:
![]() Again with theism, how is my description in contradiction with your dictionary definition? With agnosticism, your dictionary appears to be limited to definitions involving god. Quote:
So my statement that agnosticism is a position on knowledge stands. The defense rests. Who will be the jury? I recommend Sailor Steve be the judge. ![]() Belief is neither equivalent to nor a function of faith. Belief with good reason and disbelief in the absence of good reason for belief are both entirely logical positions. Since atheism can be defined as the latter as I have demonstrated above, it may not always be entirely logical, but it certainly can be.
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Rejection of a belief is not a belief. It is rejecting a given a belief, and the act of believing itself. Atheism is no religion. When somebody refuses to drive in a car or walk outside on the street, you cannot somehow argue that nevertheless he participates in public traffic while truth is he sits at home and has not left the house.
Atheists refuse to share beliefs in deities. Simply this, not more, not less. Some think there is/are no god(s). Others simply do not care for dealing with the question in the first, are simply uninterested. Agnosticism: to know that one cannot know the final truths about things existing, life, universe, deities. That is the basic idea. It is a form of scepticism that does not dare to take any position pro or against deities existing. To me, it is indifference, maybe even a form of intellectual cowardice that does not want to call itself atheist for whatever a reason. But while not all atheists are agnostics, all agnostics in the end are atheists, if you think it to the end. That's why I do not see myself as agnostic, though i say myself that as human beings we cannot think (and thus: know) outside the tracks the define what "human" is. I know we cannot gain absolute knowledge. We can increase and foster our understanding of the world, life, things, ourselves. But we cannot gain a total, final, absolute knowledge. For that, we would need to be the entire universe itself, not just a part of it.
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They usually are. It's the nature of the beast.
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Everything else was addressed to someone else, so I'll stay out of that part.
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![]() ![]() should give an idea of the emotive range of such an instrument. I have a handmade Spanish guitar and play it but this stuff takes decades of scales and theory. Sadly, no link. that was part of a song, and I have the music in my head. I have barely recorded anything and for a long time now I've just been learning rock/blues covers that can be transcribed down to 1 man and his guitar, as over the years my experiences with bands have been frustrating - kids, jobs, college, uni make it practically impossible for 3 people to get together all at the same time for a few hours a week. Quote:
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