This is your life

[Kapitan]

What have you done in your life thats been bad or worthwile?

This is mine:

Rasputin once said "without sin there is no life" its true although i am fairly religious i live and work by my rules, they are my main principles in life ive used them throughout and they work.

I hold dear to me words of my mother, even at the moment of dispare when she finaly, after 16 years admited to my face she didnt realy want me as a baby.
But its what she said after that made me think of all this and what ive achieved and yet to achive in my life.

Upon telling me she didnt want me as a baby she also said "but im glad now, i didnt realise it at the time, but i realise it now."

The words my mother sent me before i left my home at the age of 13 i held and still keep to this day;

"Never do your own dirty work" this was the family rule wasnt there cant be accused of it thats the basic meaning of it.
Not only does it mean get some one else to do the bad things, but it is a diffrent kind of quote more never get into trouble.

"Always strive to achive even if it means cutting corners" My mother has always said that making the best of life is the most important thing, you live it once, you get one chance, therefore you take every chance that comes your way and never give in, never be defeated.

As a child i never understood why i was here, never asked questions got on with life like a normal kid, but as i grew older i began to think of my purpose here, and what my meaning was.

At the age of only 5 i began to think a career at sea was for me this dream has lasted for over 13 years and i still activly persue it, and now its come to the crunch, im due to leave my home for a totaly new place a new life.

My family has always been around and near never further than a short walk, but its time to go stand on ones two feet.

I didnt ask for life to be simple just easy enough to live.