Bad days for me

[Bertgang]

A year ago about, someone posted here about his depression; now it's my turn.

My problem is one of the most common: after fifteen pleasant years, my marriage took a nasty way, and a divorce is in sight.
I can take it easy on the legal side, as it's part of my job, but the emotional side is terrible for me.

I'm loosing the woman I love, a pleasant sexual life, and lot of minor details.
The only advantage could be seen as more time for simulations and games - she never liked them - but this kind of pleasure seems very poor now.

These summer days aren't good at all to find my friends in Rome and, to be honest, maybe I'm not really interested to meet happy married people.

I could say that I feel me alone as a dog, but in fact I'm alone with our dog (she preferred so, to have more freedom during her "thinking time" out of town).

I don't know what my life will be, and the bottle doesn't help me at all.