3 years eh
You must have loved her so much. You remind me about myself. Once I loved a girl for over than 3 years and never able to tell her. The closest thing I got to that was staring into each other eyes for about a minute when we were next to each other.
The thing with me is I love too much so much so I wouldn't try to get close to a girl I love unless I consider myself steady and able
I even promised myself to help her out someday in the future when I'm able and the situation presents itself. I'm an idiot LOL. But I'm a happy idiot LOL.