Yes, I understand completely.
Which setup results in that cost?
I use a modified Cougar, MFG Crosswinds and Track IR. Total cost of this gear is US$1550. But then again, the Cougar was purchased 20 years ago, the Track IR 8 years ago and I only recently got the Crosswinds. So from a cost per year point of view it's perfectly reasonable in my view.
I fly in a PG with friends. If you don't have a group to do this with, have a look at Mobius
https://elitepve.com/page/join