[Hottentot]

Can someone please do me a favor? Repeat after me: "Hottentot, you are an idiot."

I never feed my dog bones. Never. Except this once. I got a bone as a gift from my mother. And not just any old bone, but a pig's leg bone, bought from a petshop, packed and all. And I still said no, I'm not going to feed my dog bones and that's it. But then again: why would they sell them if they were dangerous, right? Right? Yeah, I guess...

Well if I should have learned anything at work, it is that you don't bloody [expletive, expletive, expletive] guess when it comes to an animal's health [expletive, expletive, expletive]!!

Long story short, a small piece got stuck in his intestines and it was veterinary time for us. The worst is over, he will get better. Doesn't change the fact that I was a bloody idiot, putting my idiotic emotions before my freaking best friend's well being.

At the moment I literally hate myself. That's not a figure of speech.