I think you need a vacation, Please shut off the computer and give it to someone you can trust who will promise not to give it to your for a specified amount of time and counseling
What do you call ***Playing SH4***? Do you tell your family your hopping into your sub now and dont call you for 2 months? Do you play at 1x time compression and never above that? because your obviously not playing it like a simulation if time is going by faster than what it does in reality. Everything must be EXACTLY like reality right? so disable time compression you cheating bastard! Your cheating yourself out of 100% simulation and that is just wrong, why play if your just going to cheat yourself out of what you payed good $$ for? Also on that note dont ever watch a replay either because there is no way to record the actually happenings from any angle in real life, so that is fake as well...
Doesnt sound like much fun, does it? didnt think so