Sorry Jeff, I know,The panic and fear you want to know about is being pissed off at another human being doing their job that forces you to become savage in a moment's' time.And it turns into acceptance. Now years later, When you give your first born the keys to their first car that's in your name. And you get a phone call hey dad i have a flat and i pulled the car into a ditch to get it off the road.Panic,one more time old man...