Its discouraging. I feel like Neo after he took the pill. I do not like what I see. I hate it and I dispise it. And yet there seems to be no escape. Its a sling around your neck, you fight against it and strangle yourself.
Its hard to carry on and stick with one's truth and principles, while hiding them from the world and knowing one gets abused in money and destruction of freedom. But what else can one do except forming a hidden refugium for oneself where one can stay true to oneself.
Never tell anyone of it. Chances are the other brings his friends and the authorities who all will try to destroy you.
In Germany, we now get official, government wanted denounciation offices where you can denounce others without even needing to proove anything, and staying anonymous yourself.
Divide et impera.
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