Don't worry. I ordered something recently from Sydney (2 hours away) because I was simply too lazy to drive 20 minutes down the road and pick it up.
So I'm not suggesting that you're a dumb ass.
But gee, with the amount of crap I buy via ebay, I'm sure glad it's not being delivered by British Post by the sounds of things!
Oh, if you end up cancelling the order, you may wanna consider getting it at amazon.co.uk via the Subsim store here. Subsim gets a commission which goes to keeping the site running, and you get your goods just as if you bought them direct.
