I am not contemplating suicide due to the loss of the only woman I ever truly loved.
To me, that is the exit of a coward. She faced her end bravely and rode the train to the terminus. I can do no different. In the terms of the eternal plane, 1 or 100 years can be considered "shortly"
My avatar is not in the greatest shape after 6.1 decades of hard fast living. Not utterly stupid living, but hard and fast.
Besides, I'm not done teaching yet, as was evidenced by the arrival and pleasant interaction with milady's daughter prior to and after removal of her mother's remains. She's a pretty good kid for a 40 year old. But lacks some common sense in tense familial situations. An over the phone, verbal trip to the wood shed for a good tanning fixed it methinks. Time will tell.
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Oh, by the way, a trip to some quack cardiologist back in January, is the reason I said I would follow her shortly. According to him, I could drop dead any second. The look on his face was priceless when I told him " I'm not afraid to die" So, take your exploratory procedures and stuff'em. Can you tell that I hate doctors who work for corporate overlords?
