Webster

why be sorry? you didn't do any more then the average person who didn't give it the time to properly read mod threads and figure out which mods and which mod load order to use. we get threads like this a lot and most of them end with the person taking the advice to do more research and they find the mistakes they made and start enjoying the game.

no one disputes the game is not good "as released" and it matters not to me or anyone else here if you give up on the game but as fellow gamers we are here to help you resolve any issues you are having but only if you are willing to try, mods can and do fix "most" things and make the game good and quite enjoyable.

if you rather not learn what you are doing wrong or even try to fix whats not working then its best you return to another game that is easier for you.