It's dead, Jim.
When a saved game CTDs on reload, I have never heard of any way to recover it. True for SH3, SH4, and SH5.
EDIT: Allow me to amend that: Did you make any changes to the mod load after saving and before reloading. If you did, you may be able to salvage the saved game by returning to the exact original mod load and restarting the saved game.
If this does not work, or does not apply, chalk it up to a dream your Kaleun had. (AKA, the Dallas effect.)
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