Thanks my friend the only trouble is that I don't feel better I feel worse (if that's possible). Feel like I've been caught between a very hard rock and a very hard place for a very long time.
Think I'm loosing it, got to find another more satisfying way, maybe pig farming in Provence or something there has to be a better more rewarding life than this. I think my depression is getting worse, keep trying to pull things out of the hat but it's getting harder all the time.
Winston Churchill used to call them his "Black Dogs"
Kind regards as always
Leigh