Welcome back, soopa!
Likle others already said, your posts haven't been over the top, sometimes quite bold - which is ok, we aren't robots.
I'll have my beer now on you and your struggle! This is not meant cynical, as I'm having one now by chance and you will be confronted with alcohol around you all your life. I hope that you will win the fight!
Glad to hear you have a cool wife who is by your side, this is worth very much. All my best wishes! And for hell, keep on posting!