Why you little.... 
Thank you, my friends. You, the community, made it all worth it.
In a sense, I feel I have taken more than I have given here on Subsim. This is esp. true as in the last part of my SH career I was less involved in the detail work - had more guys to lead - which means i had less technical info to give to the modders.
It also didn't help that after passing 30 my memory has started going down down down...
It was time to move on. I was burned on SH, and it was long past the time to move on from Ubi. I just couldn't afford to simply leave after SH5.
Now its a new job in a smaller studio and company, with great friends. Its also a smaller job and a totally different project, but something with connections to another passion of mine and my first projects. Its not the excitement I felt when coming to Ubi ("a sub sim!? I have to be there!") but Im not that young anymore
So ... no more subsims for
now but i didn't come here as part of my job, and I won't stop coming.