After nearly 54 years of living on the edge in many ways?
I came to a mindset change.
I grew very tired of hateing past enemies as it was draining me mentally.
I can not tell you how to do it, but you need to let that type hate go.
Once you do? Things just seem brighter and easier everyday.
My parents were great and I've never had a problem with them.
The rest of the family is a different story and for years I held onto those problems.
When my Mother passed, I decided that many of those problems were based on what she held onto as offenses.
And I buried them with her.
That makes me an outcast with some family members, but makes me much more at ease with myself and others.
I hold onto one thing I learned long ago:
'No one can make you feel a certain way unless you give them the power to do so.'
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