Mrs. Bernadette Mulyani was 85 years old.
I was quite close to her. About 8-12 weeks before yesterday I was given a premonition that she was to be taken away from us(don't remember exactly the date). That buffered the shock when she left us yesterday due to old age. Still it's a big loss to me. If the premonition is of any reliability she should be with the Almighty as I think she 'went up'.
It is another premonition(don't know what else to call it. maybe pre-memory by heart) that helps which is to be remembered(but which changed nothing). I can only thank God for having told me beforehand that He was going to take my beloved grandmother from us. It has left a hole in my heart that I hope time will heal. Seeing how she suffered in her last days made me realize the beauty of having a family than dying alone without having had one because you never started one. Though she suffered she was never alone.
Anyway I'm writing this for her. Grandma you'll always be loved. We'll meet again! I don't believe in death as you too never believed in death. Our trusts lay with Christ our King and savior and He is a living King and savior.
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In loving memory of our sweet mother, grandmother & great grandmother
Mrs. Bernadette Mulyani
May 9th 1925 - Nov 5th 2010
You'll always be loved.
