Thanks guys for all the support. I may not know any of you face to face but I have gotten to know many of your personality's and I call all of you friends. Its tough for sure and I have downed many a beer tonight. What makes it harder is that she is still in communications with me on face book telling me how hard it is for her blah blah blah. I just told her what I know in my heart to be true. She's making a ginormous mistake and she is going to realise sooner than later that when her new shiny boy toys appeal wears off that she will be missing the closeness that we shared.
But I have a great group of roudy friends that will have no problem holding my country boy ass up to a bar stool and making me live the single life till it kills me.
It hurts unbearably but I have survived this long and it wont be long before I let go and Cowboy up!