[Castout]

Originally Posted by nikimcbee

@chad: Stick with school and you can't go wrong! Even though I'm not even remotley doing what my degree is in, it still totally opened up the door for me. find something (usefull) that you like to do learn it in and out and become really good at it, then make a career out of it..

Of course school is number 1 whether you knw your calling by the time you enter tertiary education or not yet

Originally Posted by Skybird

Well, if you read me correctly you'll see that I defended you from a suspected accusation and did not say you were boasting, but I said that I assumed you to be exactly not on what i called a self-glorifying parade.

Ooops . I read you wrong?? So ashamed. Sorry about my babbling

Originally Posted by CastleBravo

I will vouch for Skybird, if that is necessary, and appologize for any insult you may feel. I don't think either of us accused you of being vain glorious. And even if we had done so niether of us are in a position to claim it about you.

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Hmm no worry I didn't feel insulted in fact I feel surprised you guys don't try to contradict me . It's all cool. If there were people who insulted me it wasn't you guys on subsim. This post is for the world to see

Just that for the people around me their weapon of choice are ignorance and denial. Would love to discuss and ask say theology of death with people who really know it for example but I just never got the chance. My friends largely ignored me on my testimony(knowledge) on death because it doesn't fit the Roman catholic version. My mother is even worse wouldn't even want to listen. I put the facts from the bible too and get plainly ignored or worse refused to be listened to. Ignorance is really an effective weapon of choice! Sometimes they use denial too. Plainly denying things which is true. That's one of the reason I keep silent when I feel other people heart especially my own family, the other reason is ethics wouldn't want to embarrass them. I just needed to take a peek at their faces or I used facial expression once to convey to a priest which wasn't saying a thing entirely true and it worked since after staring at him in the eyes he revoked his speech, other than that I slipped my tongue once because I didn't agree to the person who was feeling it. Ignorance and denial often got to me. I know I'm considered enemy of a state which explains the discrimination(generous discount to my grades) and society pressure and the way my family treat me. Shame on them.