I don't think that deserves being laughed at.
I applaud your epiphany.
After a recent breakup, I was devastated, but I went to back to how I thought as a child, always analyzing, always thinking. I stopped being spontaneous and random, and I started being introspective, and it got me more happiness than any girlfriend I ever had. Of course, I still desire a significant other, but I'm in no rush to get one.
I just never got into religion, I think too scientifically to accept a god. I tried, but it just wasn't for me. But don't fret, my best friend and fellow subsimmer is christian. I get along with so many people from so many backgrounds I found peace in accepting all of them. It's a nice feeling.