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Originally Posted by Letum
Just for my curiosity, could you tell me about your sig' Castout?
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Well I don't mind only if you're sincerely interested. PM me and I'll respond. It's an ordeal that caused me so far my life and health. I don't expect anybody to give care I only put my sig for those who knows and Ive learned silence IS NOT gold.
Basically I went through a horrific ordeal in 2002 caused by people in power in Singapore while I was doing my tertiary education there. In the end I was starved and refused call in their hospital for 3 days (until I was so thin) with a broken hand and injury to my spine and was only given food after I demanded to them as I was fed up being starved and it was a public hospital so I potentially could attract attention. I've been defamed as being schizophrenic which is of course a lie to cover up the ordeal.
I determined to refuse to cooperate by refusing to take the supposedly medication entirely otherwise people wouldn't believe me and went on to do another tertiary education(a wholly another degree) this time in my home country Indonesia to finish. I have hobbies such as modeling kit that is impossible to do by a schizophrenic sufferer.
All things that I've done proved that I'm not suffering from schizophrenia. You know lies NEVER STAND. The only way lie could stand is by the support of another lies Ha ha. The university which I studied in in Singapore sent me a fake letter about 2 years after I had started my study locally claiming that my doctor had declared me fit to resume my study and I wasn't seeing any doctor so it must have been another lie. It's been painful. Of course my grades got a special treatment too while studying in local university through grade manipulation which brought down my index quite a bit. It's a shame but the shame is not on me.
I've even come to believe that my own family are in this. They wouldn't want to listen to me at all. It's obvious to me that they are afraid very afraid. My own mother once yelled at me that I could become destitute [for not cooperating/yielding] Hahah and it was when I was still studying in a local university and of course she would never admit to have said that as she always dismissed other things that she actually said that hurt me. The only way I could be free is probably by obtaining asylum and moved to another country far away from Singapore influence. I've learned that Singapore has a lot to say in my home country.