I was directly reacting to a very insightless comment by yours, Letum.
Despite that, you certainly may do or not do whatever you want, and can spend your times with your philosphy-juggling as well, if you want. But whether you like that or not, since this is a public talking, I will reply to you and tell you the things I said, and that your way will gain you more knowledge on mental constructs, but no wisdom and insight. You may call that patronising, if you want, but i do say these things I replied to you for good reasons. Without doubt you will continue on the way you already do, for you do have no choice, and maybe you even make a profession of it and write a famous book about it and build academic prestige by it, who knows - but that way one day it will leave you behind in the same status that it has found you in, and you will find that despite all your walking, your steps have not lead you from where you were. And I have seen quite some people that were in that psoition, and felt deeply desperate about that, causing their hearts suffering.
If that sounds patronising again, then I can'T help it, and still I speak not with that intention, but on the basis of not a small experience with many people over several years who did exactly the way you do - and found themselves with none of what they were searching for that way.
Your life, your choices, your responsibility, your consequences to face. Choose wisely.
