Jsme deleted my mod!!!!
 

I disabled trigger maru, and it never appeared in available mods!!!! What is going on?!!

Not sure what you did, if you just used the arrow to move it back to the left to disable it, it still should show up on the left. You can open your mods folder in SH4 and look there, if it's there it should show up in your jsgme, if not you either deleted it or somehow your jsgme is fubar.

What folder did you extract TMO to before placing it in your mod folder, just go extract another copy and move it to your mods folder and see what happens.

its gone... completely. i used the arrow like you are supposed to....

i just extracted a new copy... but what the blue ****?? how is this even possible? i just hope it wont do this to me again... quite aggravating.

What is possible is to right-click on the mod and select 'Delete'. I don't know if that's what you did, but that will remove if from the mods folder, and is the only way I know of to do it.