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[REL]Trigger Maru - Final version
Ive posted this in its own thread (as well as updated the mods stickied thread), because this is the final version. Yes, this time i mean it, Final - at least by me.
Heres the changelog: Quote:
http://hosted.filefront.com/Ducimus554/ Installation order: (count to 3) 1_TMaru_Trigger_Maru_1.7.6 2_TMaru_Sound (or sound mod of your choice) 3_TMaru_GFX-ROW_Version_5 Also released in the same upload is the reworked interiors, complied into a single mod, seperate from Tmaru, so that other modders may use it. Permissions: Do whatever you want. Dont ask me for my permission, you don't need it, and even if you were to ask, i wont be around to answer you. This is not only the final release of Tmaru, it is also my final post here on subsim. For many reasons, it is simply time for me to move on. I know some will be sorry to see me go, and others will be absolutely elated, but regardless, it is time for me to move on. Ah yes, i know, some will say, "sure sure, we've heard this before Duci". And they'd be right, I've said this before. Theres a reality to face, and that is modding and subsim.com are rather addictive. To this end I've taken the additional step of asking Neal to ensure that i cannot be tempted to login again. At my request, which will be sent after im done posting this, my user account password will be scrambled, so i will no longer have access to it. Nor will i create a new one. I do this of my own volition, and my departure is voluntary. You can think of this as virtual Seppuku if you like. Why? As I've said, it is simply time for me to move on. I wont get into all the reasons, only that the obsession or fixation ive developed with modding is taking an unfair toll upon my daily life. I don't think anyone will truly realize how much time I've spent. And not all the time ive spent is reflected into the mod, as ive had alot of what can be classified as "failed R&D" (Damn TBT!) But to give you some idea. I get up at 9:30AM or so, and start working on modding. I dont stop until around 12:50 when i must absolutely stop to get to work. (my commute is rather short now). I then work doing my job, sitting at a computer from 1PM to 9:30PM. I then get home by 10PM, and start modding again to 3AM. In summary, between work, and modding, i have been sitting at a desk from 9:3AM, to 3AM daily. And ive been doing this for the last 3 consecutive weeks. (ode to wife being out of town). I cannot tell you how much my ass hurts! I'm also genunely concerned about develpoing a blood clot or something, last thing i need is a trip to the hospital. So there you go, thats my daily life as of late , and i think ive done enough, and its time for me to put this down, and come back to reality. This addiction is becoming self destructive in a very real way when i think of all the things ive been neglecting in favor of trying to sort out SH4. I don't normally brag, I am a firm believer in modesty, but i have to admit, i am proud of what ive been able to accomplish in SH4. I don't think its an exaggeration to say, that i took on a job that required a team, and i did the majority of it by myself. For that i feel that i can walk away with head held high. I often ask myself, what was my motivations behind the drive to keep up with Tmaru. Why do i keep at this? Hell, i dont even play the game anymore! I think my motivations were many, but primarly because this is the game ive wanted for years, and its initial state is undeniably disappointing. Rather then complain, i decided i was going to do something about it. At the time i started, I figured, if i don't, who else will? My other reason, i think was some odd sense of patriotism. To me, a subsim, isnt just about submarines, its about history, and here was a game that dealt more directly with the history of my own home nation, and arguably one of its finest hours. Far be it from me to be flag waving, but for some reason, as a vet, i felt it was my duty to make sure that the memory of the accomplishments of these men was well represented and not cast aside or ignored. Such was my drive and motivation. All in all, I think I've done my best, and in the words of Gen. George Patton, "If a man does his best, what else is there?" I have to admit, leaving is painful to do. Ive enjoyed the subsim community for some time, and i will miss it. I think ill end this post on this note. One person here has contributed more to SH4, then I, or any other modder here; And that person, in my opinion is skwasjer. His avatar on this forum is very approriate. Zeus, king of the gods. It is his modding tool that has been in development that makes modding user friendly. He has empowered anyone here patient enough to do some trial and error testing to get into modding and further development for Sh4. Without exaggeration skwasjers work helped me to become a one man modding team. From using his tool, i learned about as much about the intriciacies of the files in the last two months, as i have in the last two years. For anyone wanting to further Sh4, all you need is -S3D - winmerge - winzip - Gimp or photoshop - a TGA to DDS converter - 3d model viewer if you have the software (i never did). I wish i had the time to impart all the things ive learned over the years about the files in SH3 and SH4, but i also at this point in time lack the patience. When i think about it, its probably at least 12 pages of typing, and its much easier to explain such things in person then typing it out, so on that endeavor i degress, its time i must go. Good luck, and good hunting! |
Thankyou for your magnificent efforts to make SH4 into a game that is now a real joy to play.
As I've said before Ducimus you :rock: It will be sad to see you leave. Thanks. |
Thank you for all your hard work and for what you have done. I for one will be sorry to see you go.
Take care |
Thats really big download (~300MB) and a great work:up:
Thanks again Ducimus:rock: Good luck and take care. |
Nice work Ducimus, I will try this when I come home today as the first thing :up:
Is the new ROW addon integrated in this version or do people have to add it on top of TM? |
Bon voyage, Ducimus.
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Damn, another nasty blow to the Subsims community. But, your life, your choice. I wish you all the best, skipper. It's been a blast! :up:
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Many thanks
Many thanks for all your great work for us.
And I agree with your last post. Your real life is the most important. Good luck for the future and take care. Best Regards Jean |
Nice work Duci, good touches and Thanks
Good luck M |
21 gun salute to you, Ducimus!
You did excellent work. I hope that now you'll get the time to actually enjoy playing :) |
Ducimus
You dont have to give any reasons for your actions mate, you have afterall given more time than many on these forums to the goal of making SH4 a more rounded playing experience with your TM series of patches! I thank you for making this game something i enjoy playing. Respect :rock: I wish you all the best. |
Nice work Duc, look forward to installing this later :up: Take care of yourself and best of luck to you.
RDP |
Tnak you sir, for all your hard work. TMaru has made the game for me as I am sure the same is true for many here on these forums. I'm sorry to see you go, however, I understand your reasons. If a video game starts to take over your life it's time to put it down for a while. A digital life is no substitute for a real one.
Farewell and good luck for the future Ducimus. p.s. Try not to be so modest, you have acomplished a hell of a lot in your time here at subsim. Your mods have brought gaming joy to many people around the world you haven't eaven met. Theres no harm in taking pride in your acomplishments :up: p.p.s. Just realised how patronising that sounds. Sorry, but as a man who has suffered with confidence issues for most of my life these thing are important to me. |
Thanks for everything! :up:
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You know, the bummer is, Ducimus won't even be here to see the stream of "thank yous" he'll receive. A shame, really, because that's what he should keep from this place: the staggering amount of people he's made happier. :yep:
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