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Originally Posted by stabiz

Clayp, I am truly sorry to hear that.

Its not me sir,its Leo.....:cry:

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Originally Posted by leovampire

Can't wait to try it in game.

It's funny until I actualy told all of you what I knew a few months ago it didn't really set in. I had told Redwine a while back but nothing changed then last night I told Kriller2 and Jaketoox but still nothing. The I opened up here and it hit me like a ton of brick's. I had a good cry last night before I went to bed and feel a lot better. I have been holding this inside since I got out of the hospital some months back.

I have no living family members on either side of my family. I have 2 dog's and 1 person in my personal life that matters to me.

But this is the first time since my Army day's I actualy truly feel like I am a part of somthing and to me this is like a second home and you are all my extended family.

I wanted to do this mod because I did know what was comming and this is my legacy something to leave behind other than a grave stone to show I was here and existed and my life ment somthing.

I have no kid's to show I was here so this is my way to leave somthing of me behind other than a cold piece of stone in the ground. So now you under stand why I am working so hard to make this dream come true and get it done.

Thanks for the kind word's and post's but I didn't tell you for the Pitty or anything else like that. I told all of you because I feel you are a part of my family and deserve to know why, when it happens, you will not see me around some day. I guess just fair warning is the best way I can put it.

As my profile say's I have had 11 heart attacks now and 2 stroke's. My total heart out put is down to 40% and my pace maker, the 3rd one now because it has to work so hard, is shocking my heart back into rythum at least 1 to 3 time's a week.

The heart muscle that still work's has such a strain on it that it is being damaged further and weakening steadily. I knew once the doctor's said it was time to get every thing in order soon that there was nothing else to do but keep myself busy and my mind off of it.

This is why I work like I do and here all of the time. This keep's my mind occupied and off of all of this. Every time I shut off the PC and stop working I end up thinking about it.

Oh well enough now you know and under stand it all.

I will try my best to get every thing done soon and in your hand's.

Dave

:cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:

Leo, you are a true gentleman of the SH modding community, hats off to you:up:

Hang in there, LV

You'll be in a lot of folks prayers, Dave. We do, indeed, all need to enjoy every minute of every day because we never know which one will be the last. I don't think you need to worry about finishing this mod to leave your "mark". You've already made a very significant difference and I'm sure we'll all remember your accomplishments. In the short time that I've known you, you've definitely impressed upon me what can be done with the will and the skill. Take care of yourself and enjoy every second. :up:

I need to finish it for me most of all.

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Originally Posted by Digital_Trucker

Just don't let the Frenchman use me and or my name as a wedge for him to get anything from UBISOFT or the Dev's. I don't want to be used like DeepBluewolf was by him.

Leo, thank you for all your effort friend, it really is not to say

careful much and enjoy every moment, first and foremost force a lot of strength and encouragement :yep: :yep: :yep:

sorry for my english:roll:

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Originally Posted by leovampire

Just don't let the Frenchman use me and or my name as a wedge for him to get anything from UBISOFT or the Dev's. I don't want to be used like DeepBluewolf was by him.

I don't know whether to laugh or cry about that statement. I can assure you, though, that the Kentucky Fried Miscreant won't survive any attempt at using your name regarding anything.:arrgh!: If he tries anything, I'll thrash him soundly around the cranial region with my walker.

leo, God bless you and forces :up: :up: :up:

Leo, this is crushing news:cry:. I'm so sorry to hear this. You're in my prayers bud. I'm sure you looked into this already, but is a Heart transplant out of the question? Seems like you would be a candidate for one.

Once again, I'm sorry. God bless, and rest easy bro.

unfortunatly no I am not a good candidate for one.

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Originally Posted by Fish40

I have a rare disorder that attack's the way my heart work's and so it would make a transplant a foolish move as this would do the same to the new heart when my body ty's to adapt to it. And I have a blood clot disorder that is hard to control as well hence the stroke's. To take me off of my blood thinner's to do an operation like that might mean a massive stroke instead of the small one's I have had. Then having a new heart would be worthless anyway's. I am the first person with this disorder to live past 2 heart attacks as it only happens when you sleep most do not wake up when it happen's.

I told the wife and sons not so long ago to throw my aches to the sea where i belong .
Maybe a appropried place for you to Leo ?

Keep going and make your wich come true;)
love you man

And thanks Digital_trucker

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Originally Posted by Digital_Trucker

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Originally Posted by leovampire

Just don't let the Frenchman use me and or my name as a wedge for him to get anything from UBISOFT or the Dev's. I don't want to be used like DeepBluewolf was by him.

he isn't worth my time to give him a piece of my mind so I have been quiet about how he operate's but I do not want to be a part of his crusade.

Leo,
I have no words for this message. Life is cruel.
I can`t believe it. Firstly when i read your message i thought he is joking.

I don`t know what to say now. Every word would be too much.

I would do that if it wasn't for the fact I am getting an Army Funeral

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Originally Posted by momo55

I told the wife and sons not so long ago to throw my aches to the sea where i belong .
Maybe a appropried place for you to Leo ?

Keep going and make your wich come true;)
love you man

Even though it has been a while since I was in the Army has agreed to give me a military funeral seeing I went back in for the Gulf war when it was requested after I had already been out and done my time.

Dawn in the cloud's

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Between new sound effect's and reworked sound effect's new sea foam new cloud's sky and water and land textures and straightened out reflections and caustics and cleaned up special effect's you will be in for a very nice surprise everyone believe me! More detailed ocean work and water reflection work. Brighter day's with blue sky's and darker night's as it should be in game with only the moon lite to lite the way when it is up. New and differn't sun rise's and set's with new living color. Even a new hi res moon halo is being worked on that reflect's light better and give's off it's own reflection in the water like the moon it's self.