Originally Posted by Skybird (Post 2573291)

If I read it right from your brief hint, you have had your recent experiences in real life with parts of what is being talked about in this thread. If so, I do not ask further, but wish you courage, and stamina - but before that, give the sadness its time as well, even if it hurts. Sadness has its rights, too, and exists for a reason. Sounds like a cliche, but is true. Best wishes.