Practicing at the local fire department, last week we got a call about a 14 year old girl being hit by a train not so far away, we went there and had to clean up, took 3 hours, just to say i have lost all interest in being a fireman, this will haunt me forever.

and i think when you really are down, and really want to take your own lifeyoudont think about what the other people might feel, the train driver wich hit this girl was just a aprentice, and it was his 2nd SUicide victim.