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Sailor Steve
12-23-14, 10:05 AM
I thought about posting this in the 'What Are You Doing Now' thread, but it's fairly long, so people can jump out now without having to scroll around it.

This is shaping up to be the best Christmas I've had in a long while. Normally I avoid the holidays because for me they are just one more day. Also my kids don't really communicate with me, so this time of year I can look at pictures of the grandkids I've never met, and possibly never will, and try to focus on other things. Enough depressing thoughts.

This year is different.

First, I'll explain my problem with the Veterans' Administration. In April 2010, after four years of being homeless, I managed to get into VA Housing, a converted hotel called Freedom Landing. Those of you who read my "Homeless" threads back then will remember some of this. While I was there a nice young lady helped me apply for a VA disability pension. I was receiving Unemployment Compensation at the time, and I kept getting it because for all I knew the pension would be denied.

Four months later, on August 10, I received a check in the mail from the United States Treasury for almost three thousand dollars. I had no idea what it could be, so I put it in the bank and started asking questions. I was told that it was my first pension payment for three months back pay. I immediately stopped the unemployment payments and didn't think about it further. One week later, on August 17, I got the official letter saying I was approved. The first of every month since then I've received another payment from them, going up a little bit the first of every year.

Last year I got a letter saying they had overpaid me and I owe them just over four thousand dollars. They had records for the unemployment and a couple of other very small items, and wanted me to confirm it. I told them I had received unemployment right up until that first check, but there seemed to be a one thousand dollar difference.

A couple months later I got another letter saying their numbers were correct and they were going to reduce my pay by 30% until it was paid back. I challenged it and we went around and around like this for almost a year. The first of October they cut back on my payments, and it will probably remain at this reduced level for a year or so.

This is where the problem really begins. At the same time I received another letter saying they estimated I now owed them $18,000 (yes, eighteen thousand dollars) and they were cutting me off altogether as of the first of December. I raced up to the local VA office. They tried to help, and said as far as they could figure the head office believed I was still receiving unemployment and had been double-dipping for the last four years. I printed out my Unemployment records showing that my last payment was August 8, 2010, and together with other paperwork we sent them a fax explaining everything.

A month or so later I got another letter saying they had run an audit and their numbers were correct, so I was pretty much screwed. I went back up to the local office and this time they told me there was nothing more they could do. They recommended I talk to the Veterans of Foreign Wars, an independent agency that helps veterans. I did, and the guy at the desk told me there was nothing he could do either. I tried calling the Utah Department of Workforce Services (the job-finding and unemployment people).

December 1 came and sure enough, no payment. I called the head VA office and after 40 minutes on hold I got to talk to a representative who told me there was nothing she could do. She did tell me that I wasn't really cut off, that there was a glitch somewhere and I would be receiving my December payment a few days late. That did turn out to be true, so that was some good news at least.

I went back to the VFW and this time managed to get past the guy at the desk and talk to two very helpful men, and then their boss got involved. I gave him access to my Workforce account so he could see that the unemployment payments had indeed stopped back then. He then gave me a Workforce email and regular mail address that could provide me with an official letter verifying my information. I sent an email and still haven't heard back.

However, I had received an email from the VA advertising an upcoming Town Hall meeting for veterans to talk to the heads of the local VA system. Last Friday night I went, and things started to happen. The meeting was led by the Head Honcho of the local VA Medical Center, the Head Doctor, the Head Coordinator and the Head Liason for working with other agencies. Anyone familiar with the American VA has heard the horror stories going back 50 years about how bad some of the hospitals are. Ours here in Salt Lake has a reputation for being one of the best, but there were still about fifty veterans there, and they all had complaints that they could never get looked into. Now here were the biggest bigwigs in the region, not only listening but promising to talk to each veteran individually and make appointments to get more information. They kept saying that it's about the veterans, not the doctors and staff.

When my turn came I told my story and not two minutes later someone tapped on my shoulder and took me to a cubicle at the back of the room. He was the Head of the local VA Pension department. He had an assistant grab someone else, who turned out to be one of the directors of Utah Workforce. That man gave me his card and told me to call him first thing Monday morning and he would get me the number of the woman who could hand me the official letter I need personally. The VA Pension Head then told me he would call me Tuesday or Wednesday, and when I had the letter he would put everything together and personally fax it to the main office in St Paul, Minnesota, and do everything he could to make sure it got straightened out.

Yesterday morning I called the Workforce director and had to leave a message. He called me back with the number I needed and I'll be calling her in just a few minutes.

For several months now I've been feeling like I was being railroaded, being accused of crimes I didn't commit, and I was already judged and found guilty, and unless I could prove my innocence I was, as I said before, screwed. I kept asking people if there was no advocate for me, no one to take my part and speak for me. At long last I no longer feel that way. It seems that there are indeed people who want to make it right.

I also have the numbers to give to the next veteran I meet who feels alone and neglected by the Pension system.

STEED
12-23-14, 10:19 AM
Life is a Bitch no question.

http://sd.keepcalm-o-matic.co.uk/i/don-t-let-the-bastards-grind-you-down-1.png

Sailor Steve
12-23-14, 10:20 AM
Best Christmas, Part Two:

I haven't played any Silent Hunter games in quite some time. My computer is almost ten years old, puchased right when SH3 came out. It was more than adequate to run the game, even with some of the supermods. The problem was that I've been working on my own Ship Names mod for SH3 Commander, and my PC won't run the Merchant Fleet Mod, so I've been unable to see the fruits of my labor. That led me to stop working on the Ship Names close to two years ago, and to stop playing SH3 altogether.

Well, Santa paid me a visit yesterday with a brand new laptop PC! It's a very nice Lenovo with 8 gigs of RAM and a 1 TB hard drive and a bunch of bells and wistles.

The bad news is that I have zero experience with laptops, zero experience with Windows 8.1 and zero experience with...well, actually I do have experience with learning new things and this will just take some time.

Even with the fairly large 15.6" screen my old eyes can't see the cursor, so I have to take my glasses off and lean real close. Really??? It has an HDMI port, so it will plug into my big 28" monitor.

I already hate the touchpad. Really??? My USB wireless mouse will work with it.

My old PC has eight USB ports. At this point only four of them work, but I have an adapter that makes four out of one. It's always fun to plug in a new peripheral and get a message saying "This device will run faster if plugged into a USB 2.0 port." Oh. That would be nice if my computer had one. Well, the new PC has one 2.0 port and two 3.0 ports! No more waiting for my external hard drive to talk to the computer!

My first project is to find the missing hardware and put the side-tables onto my computer desk, so the laptop can sit in a corner and not be in the way of the monitor. Then, once my keyboard and mouse are hooked up, I'll spend a few days configuring it the way I want. The last step will be to install SH3 and get it modded up the way I like it, including the MFM and Diving Duck's Interiors mod, and maybe on New Year's Day I'll start playing again.




MERRY CHRISTMAS, EVERYBODY!!!

STEED
12-23-14, 10:28 AM
Well, Santa paid me a visit yesterday with a brand new laptop PC! It's a very nice Lenovo with 8 gigs of RAM and a 1 TB hard drive and a bunch of bells and wistles.

The bad news is that I have zero experience with Windows 8.1

My Desktop is a Lenovo, smaller less noise than my old WinXP as for Win8.1 get a book on it and turn off all those apps feeding info back is my advice.

Have a good time Steve. :rock:

Eichhörnchen
12-23-14, 10:28 AM
Have fun, mate. It's always a thrill to find stuff actually working properly on your pc.

Jimbuna
12-23-14, 10:57 AM
Merry Christmas Steve and enjoy yersel this year http://img36.imageshack.us/img36/6776/rh6.gif (http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/36/rh6.gif/)

eddie
12-23-14, 02:21 PM
Steve, my father got a new laptop with Win 8 and we found out(after he couldn't deal with Win 8) that you can turn off the Win 8 look, and switch it to a classic Xp or Win 7 look. So the main screen will have the same features as XP on it. Not sure how you do that though.

StdDev
12-23-14, 02:38 PM
Steve... just thought I'd let you know.. it is pronounced "Windows Hate"

kraznyi_oktjabr
12-23-14, 03:49 PM
Just reminder, that you can change cursor size and type from Control Panel. UI text size can also be changed if required.

Merry Christmas!

Red October1984
12-23-14, 04:04 PM
Hey hey! :yeah:

Merry Christmas Steve...really glad to hear you're doing better this year.

u crank
12-23-14, 04:18 PM
Hi Steve, glad to see you got your pension problems straightened out. Must be a load off your mind.

Three weeks ago my old HP laptop died. I got an Acer Aspire 15. 8 gigs of RAM and a 1 TB hard drive and i5 processor. Course it's got Win 8.1 but I'm getting use to it. I don't use that stupid start page much just run things from my desktop. Compared to my old machine this thing is a hot rod. Haven't gotten around to setting up SH3 yet as this thing doesn't have a DVD drive. I'll be getting a digital download but am looking forward to MFM and other stuff I could never use.

Merry Christmas.:salute:

Dan D
12-23-14, 06:24 PM
Well, under the rule of law you could always ask a court to overview your case and to -hopefully- overule the decison by the management (administration). And sometimes you have to sue someone. I have sued the employment office in my town. Court said my client was right and the employment office was wrong. This helped my client but hopefully it will help a lot of other people who are in the same situation as my client, as the employment office will have to change its practise to handle things as the court told them that they have to do. In other words. If you have the feeling that your have been treated wrong, imo don't hesitate to talk to one of the legal advisors of your veterans organisation. That way you will help others, too. I think you can get legal aid , too, even in America, when you have a case but can't afford the costs.

Merry Christmas

BrucePartington
12-23-14, 06:28 PM
A very special Merry Christmas to you Steve.
Reading your posts brought a flash back of sorts from my own path.
I am not a Veteran, and too young to retire. I can relate because since 2009 my life, everything that defined me, and all my fall back options, everything was systematically taken away. My life was reduced to a tiny shell, barely kept afloat with the help of others. Wasn't homeless, but the conditions I lived in made me fell as such at times, for reasons I will not share here. I was even fraudulently accused of wrong doing.
Emotionally, I'm numb.

So I felt your words.

I'm in a better place now, and things are starting to look up, or at least promising to.
I'm emerging from a dark place.

All the best to you. I know you deserve nothing less.

Sailor Steve
12-23-14, 06:42 PM
Steve, my father got a new laptop with Win 8 and we found out(after he couldn't deal with Win 8) that you can turn off the Win 8 look, and switch it to a classic Xp or Win 7 look. So the main screen will have the same features as XP on it. Not sure how you do that though.
Mine has 8.1. You just click the Windows + D keys and it goes right to the old-style desktop. :sunny:

Just reminder, that you can change cursor size and type from Control Panel. UI text size can also be changed if required.
While I've learned a couple of things (see above) I have no clue how to do that. I'll be running it with my mouse on the 28" screen after tomorrow. From there it should be easy.

Hi Steve, glad to see you got your pension problems straightened out. Must be a load off your mind.
I just got back from picking up my letter of proof from Workforce. I'm not out of the woods yet, but it's looking good.

Haven't gotten around to setting up SH3 yet as this thing doesn't have a DVD drive.
Nor does mine. My old PC still runs, so I'm going to try to cross-download it using the internal drive from that machine. Soon enough I'll be bying a cheap external DVD drive so I can watch movies.

raymond6751
12-23-14, 06:48 PM
Enjoy your return to subsimming, Steve. I hope the new year is much kinder to you.

ReallyDedPoet
12-23-14, 08:13 PM
Have a great Christmas Steve :yep::up:

Sailor Steve
12-23-14, 09:08 PM
Steve... just thought I'd let you know.. it is pronounced "Windows Hate"
So is 8.1 pronounce "Windows Haiti"?

Well, under the rule of law you could always ask a court to overview your case and to -hopefully- overule the decison by the management (administration).
I had someone else suggest that route to me. If they still won't believe me after this letter gets faxed to them, the people helping me have promised not to give up. If they can't get results that may be the last - but only the last - resort. We'll see.

Reading your posts brought a flash back of sorts from my own path...My life was reduced to a tiny shell, barely kept afloat with the help of others...I was even fraudulently accused of wrong doing.

Emotionally, I'm numb.
I wouldn't wish that feeling on anyone, but forgive me when I say it's nice to hear I'm not the only one. You know in your mind there have to be others, but you feel so alone until you hear someone else say it.

I'm in a better place now, and things are starting to look up, or at least promising to.
I'm emerging from a dark place.
I feel the most pain for the ones who never do. It's far to easy to give in.

All the best to you. I know you deserve nothing less.
And to you. Thanks for sharing.

Buddahaid
12-24-14, 12:05 AM
Unbelievable. I wonder just what kind of review of the facts is being done? :down:

kraznyi_oktjabr
12-24-14, 08:12 AM
Steve, Exact location of mouse settings varies a bit but is generally quite the same in all Windows from XP up (EDIT: wait a minute... wasn't it in same place in Windows 95?). I'm visiting family now so I don't have access to my Win 7 and Win 8.1 PCs. Below is where you can find it in Windows Vista. Its almost the same in later versions.
Start > Control Panel > Mouse > Cursors (the second tab from left), then choose from drop down menu which one you want. Remember to click Apply. I will be back home by new year and will check those font size options for you then.

Sailor Steve
12-24-14, 01:24 PM
I searched the whole apartment and could not find the bolts to put the rest of the computer desk together. I ended up going to a local hardware store and buying some more. I had to take one out of the existing desk so I could match the threads. The ones I got have a different head on them, but that shouldn't be a problem.

This is the corner with the old computer as it is now.

http://i14.photobucket.com/albums/a325/SailorSteve/SteveStuff/12-241Cornermess_zpsf84ec358.jpg (http://s14.photobucket.com/user/SailorSteve/media/SteveStuff/12-241Cornermess_zpsf84ec358.jpg.html)

Sailor Steve
12-24-14, 06:46 PM
WOTTA NIGHTMARE!!!

The replacement bolts I got don't quite fit properly. They're tight enough for now, but it turns out the ones that attach the corner piece to the two tables uses smaller ones. I'll probably end up sending to the manufacturer for a replacement set. Meanwhile I have the two tables set up. The rest will have to wait.

Then I found out that for all the dozens of cables I have, not one of them is a transfer cable - USB to USB. A trip to Best Buy before they closed, and I already knew I wanted another USB hub, so I got one of those too. The problem was that they were hidden in the back, and I couldn't find a free geek to help me. I finally made it back home, but it's too dark and I'm too tired to fiddle with stuff, so I'm using the old PC for one more day at least.

Anyway, here's what it looks like for the present.

http://i14.photobucket.com/albums/a325/SailorSteve/SteveStuff/12-242SortOfSetUp_zps48cc0d0a.jpg (http://s14.photobucket.com/user/SailorSteve/media/SteveStuff/12-242SortOfSetUp_zps48cc0d0a.jpg.html)

Wolferz
12-25-14, 10:48 AM
Time to visit IKEA?:03:

Sailor Steve
12-25-14, 11:21 AM
Don't have that kind of money.

Wolferz
12-26-14, 06:53 PM
Don't have that kind of money.

Crowd source it?:)

Sailor Steve
12-26-14, 10:22 PM
Had to spend a little bit more on an HDMI cable to run the big monitor, but now it's set up. The differences are taking some getting used to, but I'm slowly getting the hang of it.

This is my first post on the new computer. Tomorrow I'll try to use the old one's DVD drive to load SH3. If I can't make that work I'll have to buy a cheap external drive. We'll see how it goes.

Jimbuna
12-27-14, 06:53 AM
In my mind I am getting mental pictures of you in that apartment trying to come to grips with the recently acquired equipment :hmmm:

http://i.imgur.com/ILzgP4t.gif

:)

kranz
12-27-14, 07:22 AM
Had to spend a little bit more on an HDMI cable to run the big monitor
I confirm - you're posting in HDMI now.

Wolferz
12-27-14, 08:39 AM
I confirm - you're posting in HDMI now.
:rotfl2::rotfl2:

Sailor Steve
12-27-14, 10:40 AM
Oh, this is so nice. The gifs people post actually run at normal speeds now. :rock:

kraznyi_oktjabr
12-27-14, 12:43 PM
Oh, this is so nice. The gifs people post actually run at normal speeds now. :rock:Nice to hear Steve. May I ask for performance specs for old and new computers?

Wolferz
12-27-14, 03:33 PM
In my mind I am getting mental pictures of you in that apartment trying to come to grips with the recently acquired equipment :hmmm:

http://i.imgur.com/ILzgP4t.gif

:)

Is that little .gif from; How To Make Steve's Famous Face Pizza?:O:

After all of your jousting with the red tape gang, you go and buy new hardware? Glutton for punishment methinks.:woot:

Herr-Berbunch
12-27-14, 03:48 PM
Nice to hear Steve. May I ask for performance specs for old and new computers?

I've got them here -

Old PC = s l o o o o o o o o
New Laptop = SPEEDY
Old PC cont. = o o o o o o w!

Herr-Berbunch
12-27-14, 04:09 PM
Ooops, forgot to say -

Nice one, Steve. About time the sun shone on you. :salute:

em2nought
12-27-14, 09:33 PM
It does my heart good to believe that there is apparently someone out there that can light a fire under the VA's @ss, now about the rest of our sorry gov't. :hmmm:

Pisces
12-28-14, 11:50 AM
Good to hear the tide is turning. Thumbs up for not backing down despite the pressure.

Sailor Steve
12-28-14, 12:19 PM
I'm discovering some minor irritations on the computer front. I've ported over the last files from the old PC, cleaned it out and put it in the closet for now. One large set of files is particularly annoying. From my old computer to the external hard drive took about an hour. From the external to the new PC, with its USB 3 ports, has taken...15 HOURS?!?!?! Also the new Media player has failed twice to load my music library. I went online and found that this is a fairly common problem, and the only solution is to clean it out and start over until it gets it right.

Still, while frustrating, I guess I'm lucky that this is all I have to complain about today.

On the VA front I got my letter, but I've never heard back from the department head who said he'd call me to go into his office and fax all the documents to the main office. If I don't get a call tomorrow I plan to call the number I do have and see if I can track the guy down.

Sailor Steve
12-28-14, 02:48 PM
I downloaded a new copy of SiSoftware Sandra, the diagnostic program. It turns out that the two ports the paperwork said were USB 3 are actually quite slow. The single port that is supposed to be USB 2 is actually quite fast. I've plugged the external hard drive into that one and now Media Player is filling up quickly, the ported file that took fifteen hours would now likely take one, and the show I've been watching that jerked, started and stopped a lot now runs quite smoothly.

Now I have to go to office stores and try to find a cheap external DVD drive. Then I can start loading SH3. :D

Pisces
12-28-14, 03:21 PM
USB3 ports usually have blue plastic inside. USB 2 often black or white. No guarantees, but the validity of documentation is never completely trustworthy either. Just plugging something in is of course the best test.

Herr-Berbunch
12-28-14, 03:28 PM
And USB 3 will only run at USB 3 speeds with other USB 3 things, and even then very unlikely to get advertised speeds but still a vast improvement over 2.

Sailor Steve
12-28-14, 07:27 PM
Just got back from a computer store, buying an external DVD ROM reader/writer. Tomorrow I'll start working on SH3. Well, maybe not. If I hear from the VA guy tomorrow I'll have to go to his office. If not I have to try to track him down. Then tomorrow night is the Blues Jam. We'll see how much I get done.

Nice to hear Steve. May I ask for performance specs for old and new computers?
Old:
2005 Gateway desktop PC
Single-Core, 3.0 Ghz
Originally 512 MB RAM, upgraded to 4 GB and still not enough.
160 GB hard drive, never upgraded but supplemented with a 2TB WD external drive.
Originally 256 MB Video card, upgraded to 1 GB, AMD 4550, not possible to upgrade further.

New: Lenovo IdeaPad laptop PC
4-Core Intel I-5 2.8 Ghz
8 GB RAM
1 TB WD hard drive, still have the WD 2TB external HD
NVidia GeForce XTX 860M (2 GB)

Sailor Steve
12-31-14, 05:28 PM
Today I still hadn't heard back from the Pensions Department Head, who said he would call me a week ago. I called the VA-Workforce liaison and got his number, and called him. He told me to take all my paperwork to the local VA office and they would fax the information to the main office. I was a little irritated, thinking I could have done that myself a week ago. I went up there and to my pleasant surprise was greeted by one of his staff. She apologized for nobody having informed me that I could have asked to talk to a Manager at any time, and said she should have been involved in my case months ago. She faxed all my information with a letter of her own, and said that due to the holidays it would take a few extra days, but that she would call me within a week to keep me updated on the status of my claim.

Jimbuna
01-01-15, 08:02 AM
Way to go bonny lad :rock:

Sailor Steve
01-01-15, 03:21 PM
I've just learned something new about the three USB ports on the laptop. I ran SiSoftware Sandra again, and whereas before I thought they were two slow and one fast, the software actually analyzes each individual port of each hub I have connected. The 'Slow' ports are actually the keyboard and mouse. The flash drives are running at 'Full' (12 Mbps). The WD 2Tb hard drive is running at 'High' (480 Mbps), as are the new external DVD drive and the printer.

As I begin to learn more I see that things are better than I had thought.

Sailor Steve
01-16-15, 02:51 PM
Brought this thread back to say...it worked! I just got a letter from the main VA office saying that they had assumed I was getting Unemployment all along, and that the letter from Utah Workforce Services was accepted and I now only owe $2,085! If that's what I still owe after three reduced payments then I have to live on that for another seven months. If that's the adjusted total then I only have four reduced months to go. Either way I'm not going to complain.

Tango589
01-16-15, 03:05 PM
Great to hear that Steve, don't let the sods grind you down!!:yeah:

Jimbuna
01-17-15, 07:48 AM
Brought this thread back to say...it worked! I just got a letter from the main VA office saying that they had assumed I was getting Unemployment all along, and that the letter from Utah Workforce Services was accepted and I now only owe $2,085! If that's what I still owe after three reduced payments then I have to live on that for another seven months. If that's the adjusted total then I only have four reduced months to go. Either way I'm not going to complain.

:rock::rock::rock:

But you already know that seeing as we are both talking on Skype atm :)

Tchocky
01-17-15, 07:55 AM
:up:

Cracking news.